i'm happy!!!

Salam,
Dear my beloved fiancee, it has been a long time I did not update my blog. I'm really sorry about being so busy lately. By the way, I'm writing this article to tell you that I'm really happy. Why???I think you know the answer right???I never felt happy like this before...When the first time I met you last Tuesday, my heart beat faster than it usually beating.....I really miss you my dear..I know you were worried about my journey, I could feel it....I really appreciate that...thank you so much...:)
I miss the time that we spent together last week...How could i forget bout that hah???impossible...
I know i disappoint you a lot...i really2 sorry my dear...i'm not perfect...i hope you could forgive me...
Later i will update again k...
I miss you so much...
I love u so much